Sis and BIL went to visit and we facetimed. Guy looks ROUGH and so so skinny. It was helpful to have all three of them on the line so that I couldn't get too focused and upset though now that I'm off the phone, I have a weight in my chest and feel overwhelmed.

If/when he goes, I think things are going to hit me hard that both of them are gone. I've been too distracted with trying to be there for him since Mom went.