Damn I'm tired
7 October 2024 16:39![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
missdianeI feel bad that I only talk to Dad once or twice per week now. It's mainly because it sounds like it's a lot of effort for him to even speak since he's breathing heavier and it's difficult to understand what he says. I honestly wonder if he's going to make it to the end of the year. We'll see. Anyway, his 88th birthday is next Sunday the 13th and I thought it should certainly be observed so I texted the sister and this is what I got
Mind, no, she has no plans to visit me and/or bring Mom's ashes anymore and ok, so you've decided to take THAT particular weekend go fly off to visit your friend Carla in Denver again. So are you just going to ignore his birthday altogether and not even do something for him before you go or after you return? I...yeah I'm not shocked and anymore I don't even get the level of angry about it I used to. Honestly, whenever Dad's system decides he's had enough and we settle the details, I'm pretty sure that I'll be done with both siblings. I'm tired of the disappointment.
Consequently, I'm sending him a dozen NYC bagels and a pound of cream cheese that should arrive Thursday. I let the facility know about it and all he knows is that a "surprise" is coming. I told the person at the desk that he can share his gift with whomever he wants so to make sure to suck up to him. They thought that was funny and said they'd definitely keep an eye out.
I'd been good about dealing with the BS at work but I'm irritated with Bosslady for coming up with her brilliant plan of punishing some of the low-effort-reporting faculty by not awarding them supplemental funding but then completely flubbing the rollout of out her grand plan THEN is now letting everyone act like it's MY fault. Yeah, I don't make NEARLY enough to be the scapegoat for this shit. Fuck all y'all.
Ah, hope your Monday is a good bit better. Hugs n stuff.
Mind, no, she has no plans to visit me and/or bring Mom's ashes anymore and ok, so you've decided to take THAT particular weekend go fly off to visit your friend Carla in Denver again. So are you just going to ignore his birthday altogether and not even do something for him before you go or after you return? I...yeah I'm not shocked and anymore I don't even get the level of angry about it I used to. Honestly, whenever Dad's system decides he's had enough and we settle the details, I'm pretty sure that I'll be done with both siblings. I'm tired of the disappointment.
Consequently, I'm sending him a dozen NYC bagels and a pound of cream cheese that should arrive Thursday. I let the facility know about it and all he knows is that a "surprise" is coming. I told the person at the desk that he can share his gift with whomever he wants so to make sure to suck up to him. They thought that was funny and said they'd definitely keep an eye out.
I'd been good about dealing with the BS at work but I'm irritated with Bosslady for coming up with her brilliant plan of punishing some of the low-effort-reporting faculty by not awarding them supplemental funding but then completely flubbing the rollout of out her grand plan THEN is now letting everyone act like it's MY fault. Yeah, I don't make NEARLY enough to be the scapegoat for this shit. Fuck all y'all.
Ah, hope your Monday is a good bit better. Hugs n stuff.